#im like just over halfway thru ... 27 more to make...

[primonizuto]

crupdate.. i am making a big project and it involves lots of triangles as step 1... other shapes will follow but for now we triangle

[juhneenteagues]

update: 5/27

haven't updated in damn near a month and a half bc I'm trash even tho I told myself to make at least one post a month..

pretty much starting on this past Friday (5/24) at like 2:30am I was puking my guts out after feeling weak and sick for at least 2hrs prior to vomiting.. still went to work Friday morning at 9:45am, had a short shift of only working until 1:45... bitch couldn't make it. lol I felt so tired and I still felt sick ugh I went home (left work) halfway thru my shift...(which reminds me bitch pls put in that other 2 hours on ESS before it's too late and u don't get paid fo that)

next day saturday (5/25) i probs woke up at my normal early hour of like 7 or 8... gramps and I did a couple of errands that he wanted to get done, got back to the apt, showered around...12 or 1pm and I after that shower I slept and slept bc I was so damn drained ugh then we went out for a few hours bc Twin was having her party and although I didn't really wanna eat bc I wasn't that hungry I ate a little food and had 2 (second one was my choice lol) daiquiris. I did gag a little but at least I didn't vomit at all that entire day

yesterday (sunday 5/26) i was feeling still tired and stuff but I ate much more than I had the previous 2 days. J and I went out for brunch buffet and I had 2 plates of food and 4 mimosas (mimosas with pineapple juice taste the best over orange and cranberry). I actually did gag a little cause honestly that 4th mimosa was a bit overkill but I didn't throw up again although I came v close

mmmm after the comedy show we got burgers at westport flea market and it wasn't bad.

today (monday 5/27) after not having work practically all weekend today did yet didn't feel like a long day. it was hooooooooot af in that fucking store ugh I was dying even tho I had my water bottle. I felt fine the first half of the day. J made me breakfast before he went to work at around 830 and it was actually a lot lol but I ate everything. Halfway thru my shift tho I felt nauseous and tired just like I did on Friday😭 and I thought i was going to puke at least 3 different times.. I actually did burp about 3-5 times and I basically threw up a little in my mouth to which I just swallowed it back down which is fucking gross but idk ugh. at one point, sometime between 6-630 I stood up straight up answer a customer's question and got suuuuper dizzy 🙃😩 I had to pause for a sec. after that between 630 and when I clocked out for work I felt tired like I needed to sit and nauseous and like shit basically

the time is now 11:43 idk how long ive been writing this post update but ha ha u threw up again about 35mins ago 😊😊😊 so I feel fantastic and can't wait to go to work tomorrow and am looking forward to not eating for the next day or two

on this day im literally four and a half months in with this birth control and nowwwww the side effects of fatigue, nausea, headaches wanna show up now. On top of the daily (light) bleeding ive been dealing with for...shit idek how long now maybe 2-3 months. ugh I just hope this phase of nausea and tiredness goes away quickly and I hope when I reach my six month time this fucking bleeding stops. highkey it could last up to twelve months like ???? I don't need that negative energy in my life ugh so im 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 but who knows.

that's p much it I know this shit was long af oh well it's for me to remember and keep track of anyways

edit 20mins l8r: today is not my 4.5mon mark lmaoooooo that was actually like damn near a week ago 💀 not that anyone is gone check me and my facts lol but yeah the 27th is 4 months 19 days later if we wanna be exact and if we're really being nitpicky and technical since it's after midnight it's 5/28 so im 4mon20days in now

k im annoying myself bye

Note to self

ive had my nexplanon implant for 18 days now, if I can do math. (01/08 aka 13 days b4 my 22nd bday)

I feel like, especially within the last week, I’m always hungry 😭 the last thing I need to do is gain weight bc of this damn bc. Am highkey hoping to drop some weight and clear my skin up if God loves me 😩😩

dec’s period was the 26th-30th.. according to my period app 🙄🙄 (which i downloaded I think maybe early-mid dec?? bc ive never used one before) my jan period was supposed to start on the 23rd.. it’s the 26th… I’ve been cramping (they don’t hurt, but I can just tell that there’s something goin on in my pelvis region) tho since like the 22ndish, or maybe the 20th or 21st idr… This damn bc has probs thrown off my shit.. (im saying this and watch I start fucking bleeding tomorrow)

Sighhhhhh

Also I feel like I get randomly annoyed and irritated but I was already v moody before the damn bc so idk if it’s me or the nexplanon.. mmm

Hopefully I’ll remember to come back to this post in like a month and update myself

I already know although it’ll probs be v v minimal, I do not wanna be spotting for like 6+ months. Can I just skip to not having periods pls n thnx??

Also I feel like at random times my left arm where the bc is feels weird… mmm

umm p sure that’s all the random not-even-three-weeks-in update I have on no-babies-for-three+-years-solution so ye @me pls remember to check back by feb 1 just for the menstrual purpose and then again at the end of feb pls n thnx